happy ever before

woke up half way during my sleep again. yet another futile effort from me trying to brain wash myself from my past. how you wish someone will come out with a "forget who you are potion". Its been the whole smester i cant get a proper sleep, atleast most of the time. it like going to bed with a whole lot of mathematical equation to solve accept i dont have any to solve. think u guys get the meaning by now. seems like this time no matter how hard or fast i try to fun, cant seem to run away from the big bad wolf that is chasing me. guess ill try to get some rest again all this running makes me tired.

October Fest in Bukit Beruang

Finaly finish the Interim report for my Fyp. Not really a big deal since the only subject im taking this smester is AI kind of a free timetable. Monday and tuesday AI class the rest of the week is devoted to completing my FYP. So far progress been very good, Adrian and me taking our own sweet time doing it. Will ocassionaly tab out of my Evil Genuis game screen to write something on my Interim report b4 tabing in back to plot more evil plans. Maybe cause we have been doing the fyp from the start so wont really feel pressure to complete a large sum of work. Compare to my previous project a suppose to be 3 month worth of project will be squeez to a 3 day intense hectic project not to forget the documentation part. Suang will understand what im saying eh?

Still have plenty of work to do for next week. Got to finish my group Ai assigment. Atleast i started on the first question. Presentation will be on Monday morning i think, hopefuly will be done by then. As for people around me besides Adrian, most of them are too bz with thier assigmnet and paper. So this week has been me partying with myself instead of the ussual people. Sometimes its scares you, to think that what happen next time when i graduate. Will i be able to hang around with the same people in my uni life or will i be stuck most of the time at my room after a long day of work too tired to go anywhere or do anything. HEHE well when it come it comes no point thinking about this haha. For now think im having football fever. Been none stop reading on news about football even planing on how to play my fav chelsea team this weekend hehe.

Alrite need to shower rite now. Well to all those people still have assigment and paper to take. play hard studee smart. like the play hard part more hehe. For me? PARTEEEEEEEEE!!!! cheers~

skippiedie yippiedie

Skip the one and only class i have today as ussual. Body seem to overslept even when i made extra effort to go to class like by sleeping early. Today lunch was kind of special, the whole gang actually turn up. Maybe cause it was Adrian bday...hemmmmmmm ohh well just a large group of people in McD. Not like everyone talk to everyone there, notice the group are starting to form sub group. Maybe im just thinking too much. Who cares if it splits or not, if it does then i get to drive less people around >:)!!! Got back finish up my 9 page long introduction on my FYP interim report. Spend half of my everning with my parent. They went out to get some lamp for the garden and the house. Yeah my dad got back from Germany, got those famous frankfurt sausages. The rest of the nite was spend at Timmy place wasting my time away playing PS2 and watching the last episode of starwars return of the jedi. Timmy spend 300 on those dvd, he is one super starwars freak. His a cool guy :)well thats all i could say for a perfectly normal day. GOT MYSELF A NEW PAIR OF SHOE :D yeS!!

this train wont stop

Ever had a day when things just dont go right for you? Well not actually a day but more like its been more than a week. Every single little thing you do wont turn out right, every news you hear is a bad one, and not to forget small little people getting you annoy for almost the entire day. Well dont know about u guys but im having one of these bad spell. No really a enjoyable momment to be in i would say. Atleast the football result is all good with Man Utd stoping the champions from grabing thier 50th unbeaten record. Not really a big fan for both this team but with Arsenal loosing 3 point Chelsea is garbing Arsenal by its throat with just 2 point behind. Off with the football back to these wonderful thing some people like to call it life. Okay my brain is having a road block rite now cant seem to find the right word say. These is the stuff im talking about, even when people talk to me i cant seem to respond back to them. Sometimes its just to tireing to stand up again when u get knock off. Maybe im seeing this at the wrong way, most of the people i know is taking more subject than me plus fyp and here i am complainig about my small little problem hehehe. Ohh well if you get knock off youre track more often than normal then maybe you guys would understand me. Plus im having these problem of letting go things so its much more harder for me when things dont go so well. Its going to be november soon, raining season brings back so much memories for me that sometimes i hope i get abduct by alien get anal probe or whatever and maybe a free brain wash for me hehe. Hemm getting abit off topic here, for now im gona lock it away, maybe for me to look back when im ready. So the point is hemm wait a minute there is no point for me in writing this. Just want to let the rest to know ermm when u guys is in this kind of situation u know youre not alone :) just need to get up, clean off the dust and start moving forward because who knows its pays to be persistent in life and i mean in a good way. Sound like im teaching here, well atleast that is what i believe in, so far no result yet. Wish me luck cause i will need lots of it for these one. till then BON NUIT~ got a 10 am class -_- ZZZzzzzz

result of a bad dinner

ok to make thing short i send a email to sushi king marketing deparment for their superbly bad service these is what i wrote:

i have always been a regular customer for sushi king. never before had i encounter such a bad service form the stuff in my visit to youre store. which brings me to my point for writing these email. During my recent visit to sushi king in jusco malacca, i was force to wait for a table while there was a empty table. the stuff told me the table was reserve. finaly after waiting for 10 minutes the waitress ask me to sit down at the table that was suppose to be "reserve". When i finaly got my sit i decided to write alittle comment about the outlet so i ask for a pen from the waitress, half way writing the waitress ask for her pen back. The problem didnt end there, when to food was serve the udon noddle that i ordered was wrong. So the i told the waitress the problem and she took back the wrong order while i assume she will bring me what i wanted. moments later the waitress who took my order actually came to my table and told me that it was my fault that i didnt listen to her when she repeat my order and im force to eat the wrong order. I would agree with her it was part my fault but what ever happen to sushi king stuff being polite. It was partly her fault from not hearing my order correctly in the first place that made up this mess. I hope in the future bad service such as this wont happen again.


still piss

the after bday party party party

what a better way to celebrate people birtday party by scoring goal, well its not me exactly scoring the goal. it good old chelsea 4 nil over blackburn, been a die hard chelsea fan since secondary school. anyway the "bday dinner" was great. get to keep meet back some familiar faces in Amigo. About almost 20+ people there, didnt manage to get everyone to seat together in one long table so we split into 2 table. as ussual both table are devided by those that hang out with each other more often. Now whos great idea was its anyway to get us all together? enough said. told suang i wont bit*h around. even we didnt manage to sit in one table still it was quite fun, nicky the person i didnt expect to see decided to take abit of his "bz" life and drop by. alllll the way from cybe, great seeing him again. he use to stick with me alot when we were in alpha. after amigo, we went down to this cafe just around the corner to have a drink b4 going home. bla bla bla normal stuff and yah we gave out the present. most of the time my eyes were glue to the tv screen (was watching football) anyway its been 3 days it rain during dinner time, makes everything so messy dont u think? going out dinner and stuff, even worse if you dont have a car. enough for today, sis came back again need to have breakfast with her later. till then au revoir~

wakey wakey eggie bakey

just got back from another round of supper, nothing much happen today.Most of the time was spend reading up on fyp matter and playing game. Besides that did alot of catching up with a few old frens and not to forget my 3 day old stomach ache. been going to the toilet more often than normal. Anyway got to wake up early later, playing futsal again this week. Think im starting to get football fever again, looking forward on this weekend match yes its the big one MAN UTD VS ARSENAL. its fun seeing big team beat the hell of each other heehe. ok got to stop talking football, only suang will know what im talking about if i start hehe. well maybe ill have a post analysis on weekend football match. that will be fun. put the football aside, have you guys ever felt wierd or have this distance feeling when u see back a very old fren of yours? I have but not all, some of them i get back rite where i left but some its like talking to a person u hardly know. hemm wierd rite. me end here. gona need my beauty sleep. got futsal later. BON NUIT~

You get what you give

Hemmm seems like adrian just found out my blog here. ohh well its okay hehehe just started a few days ago, was testing this with suang and yvonne first. help yourself if u want to read what i have to crap about, but for now pls keep this to yourself okay. just finish our AI midterm paper. was not really that enjoyable, got a stupid stomach ache since this morning. Still having it rite now. somehow stomach ache make me less rational compare to my normal self. Ohhhh well everyone is not perfect rite hehehe kiwi with PMS. Trying very hard not to show my temper infornt of my friend atleast for what i think is a small thing. You know sometimes those lil stuff you can choose to overlook it or just get piss off. damn dont know how to continue.....hehehe i dont know why but today im having these talking to people problem. its like i cant seem to talk to people or even posting these up. imagine having a 21 year old adult brain but a 5 year old vocabulary. anyway back to the topic, the whole point is the reason why im trying not to get piss or atleast show a bad mood at people is, man would u like to see youre fren in piss off mode? no rite. went for a buddhist camp b4 (i actually consider myself a free thinker) during the last day of the camp there was a session where a few of us gather together and share our thought on how we handle this anger thingie. There was this guy who actually says "beat up the guy la" for an answer if im not mistaken. Man talk about being all grown up besides that his in a friggin buddisht camp -_-;; well my answer was to sleep it off. There was only one problem to my answer haha I SLEEP TOO MUCH ALREADY :P got to find other way hehe some suggestion from you guys might be good. Just a question how often do you see me yes me getting very very very angry? trying very hard to be happy everyday when you wake up is not a ez thing. sometimes you just get up at the wrong side of the bed. in my case ill bang the wall. hemmm basicaly for me i always put my fren infornt, i wonder most of them know these or not but if they need help or even when they are to shy to ask ill help them. the thing is sometimes i wonder wherether all this comes to anything. you get what you give what rite >:) what a greedy lil bird. well ill be waiting for the day when i get appreciated i guess heehehe maybe they will do a kiwi day or something haha. till that day come hell might as well continue doing what im doing now, no harm in that rite. till then ta~

stomach ache early in the morning

yes as you can see the title tell it all. god damn 12' hot dog. it too long for me to handle hehe. alrite my stomach is not feeling so well so i guess im gona keep this short. my brain is running out of juice. sometimes i think im geting to lazy as im older. dont u guys feel the same? or maybe its just me. use to lock myself in the room for like 3 hours straight revising for spm. NOW? hehehe one hour of reading 2 hours of playing game :( it like u know its bad but just cant help it :P hey yeah today im not the only one awake at this time. the fat guys is too. seem to be revising for AI midterm while im playing FIFA!!! -_-;; well good luck for the paper tmr if u guys taking AI or any paper this week. i know im gona need it hehe. okay thats all for now. promise gona write more or something better than this tummie really hurt bad >_< nitez people. ta~

the middle east dictator

in AI lab rite now....YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES u guys should understand if JIHAD teach u guys before. ZZZzzzzzz YES!!!!

early bird

woke early this morning... errmm more like last morning. got only a few hour of sleep was reading on html just incase feel like changing the template. anyway when i woke up, didnt really thought i will be coming back to this blog to write anymore. BUUUtttt since i already have to of my fren here which i guess as much snooping on my blog every now and then, ermmm yah maybe ill continue writing till they get bored of me >:) hehe. as you notice i have a very wierd sleeping time, yeah pick this up during my first year of my uni life. well u know a lil bit of work, then there is computer games, and sometimes lil problem that cant seem to get away from youre head hehehe ehhhh ehhh u know i know im talking about heheehe. well maybe for u guys who always hang around with me most of the time thinks that im actually u know the 'happy and lazy dont give shit crap no problem or maybe with problem but hey he can take it kiwi' then most probably ure correct but "sometimes" momeries just keep poping out u know, bad one and good one. sometimes it makes u regreat what u did and sometimes it makes u smile miss those important people u so long have not seen..... well rite now most of it is misses :P but no regreat.....okay okkay just a liiilll bit k. nothing more nothing less. guess this is the only place i can let loose and go commando eermmm more like say what u wanna say but if i say it to the "char siew" behind me sorry i mean adrian u know the fat guy behing me he will be like "ADRIAN:WTF kiwi dont try to be gay here man!!!" that sort of thing. u know its not a guys thing to ermmm like say this kind of thing out of the blues. after reading this von will be like "VON:huh huh everytime i ask u also u say okok one memang nonsense lah u!!!" hahaha its just me man normaly u need to drill a lil more deeper in to this tinny lil bird brain of mine "KIWI:SORRY loh but how i know rite sometimes the mood is just not rite to talk about all this stuff need to set the mood lah". What is this stuff im talking about anyway? hemmm lemme see mostly is about people and relatioship. not only me but yeah people around me i do have a few intresting idea of some of those people i interact everyday. am i going to long at this? hehe god damn it its already 3:10 am got class at 10 tmr normaly ill skip it but guess ill be going tmr. already pack my bag. yeah my bag!!! found it chuck at the corner all dusty. have not been using it for like more than 2 smester. this is coming from a guy who dont really studee ok so its normal hahah been only carrying my stupid black file which contain let me see my SAD notez !!! shocking hehehe. Nyway,....man im getting too lazy d pls excuse all this short uncomplete words hehehe as i was saying the reason why im so determine is because i need to pass back dear-o chin AI notez after hijacking it for almost a week. hope he dont get piss off cause we got a midterm this tuesday i still think... no its confrim and he dont have the notez to revise. IM SO SORRY CHIN. not like his reading this muhahahhaha! this is bad im getting more hype up. ok ok i think i need to sign out now and maybe do a lil thinking for myself i think you must be thinking that im thinking of somekind of nonsense. chances are u rite 0_o bad bad kiwi~ the rest is up to u to imagine man even in my own blog i sound like a damn happy bird. im getting out of here to much stacie orrico already. ta~

first time for everything

it 3 am in the morning the room is dark the only person still awake is the fat guy behind me. nah im not tyring to be mean or something its just that sometimes its better to let loose infront of youre frens. i know he dosent mind me calling him fat >:) dont mind at all. enough about that, damn im stuck again...... didnt know its gona be so hard to actually blog or whatever u want to call it. Yeah just found out even my bro is doing this blog thingie. nooo he was not the one that got me into this thing actually, another fren of mind did. OK OK there is a dilema here should i write on what i think about all my fren the good thing and the bad thing or i just keep my mouth shut and keep it inside? well if those people gona start reading this blog im gona be in deep deep shiit since not everything i think about my fren is nice hehehe. Ill just keep my mouth zip..... hehe, its better that way. dont worry there is alot more to talk about beside that. mainly me and a bunch of people trying to get thru uni life. you will be suprise on the amount of adventure we go thru. its not as good as those tv series u see in tv but hey some of the stories are good, more like the people in it that makes it intresting. well im suppose to wake up 9 am tmr to have "bah kut teh" with my family before my dad head of to germany. how nice eh? for me im still in my room. got a mid term paper coming up...this tuesday i think, yes yes im lazy and i dont go for class. that is kiwi for you. so i guess ill be singing off for now. ta~

In a egg shell

its so nice and warm in here. Don't think im coming out anytime soon. Well be sure to come back later to see what the bird have to say about almost anything. cheers~