You get what you give

Hemmm seems like adrian just found out my blog here. ohh well its okay hehehe just started a few days ago, was testing this with suang and yvonne first. help yourself if u want to read what i have to crap about, but for now pls keep this to yourself okay. just finish our AI midterm paper. was not really that enjoyable, got a stupid stomach ache since this morning. Still having it rite now. somehow stomach ache make me less rational compare to my normal self. Ohhhh well everyone is not perfect rite hehehe kiwi with PMS. Trying very hard not to show my temper infornt of my friend atleast for what i think is a small thing. You know sometimes those lil stuff you can choose to overlook it or just get piss off. damn dont know how to continue.....hehehe i dont know why but today im having these talking to people problem. its like i cant seem to talk to people or even posting these up. imagine having a 21 year old adult brain but a 5 year old vocabulary. anyway back to the topic, the whole point is the reason why im trying not to get piss or atleast show a bad mood at people is, man would u like to see youre fren in piss off mode? no rite. went for a buddhist camp b4 (i actually consider myself a free thinker) during the last day of the camp there was a session where a few of us gather together and share our thought on how we handle this anger thingie. There was this guy who actually says "beat up the guy la" for an answer if im not mistaken. Man talk about being all grown up besides that his in a friggin buddisht camp -_-;; well my answer was to sleep it off. There was only one problem to my answer haha I SLEEP TOO MUCH ALREADY :P got to find other way hehe some suggestion from you guys might be good. Just a question how often do you see me yes me getting very very very angry? trying very hard to be happy everyday when you wake up is not a ez thing. sometimes you just get up at the wrong side of the bed. in my case ill bang the wall. hemmm basicaly for me i always put my fren infornt, i wonder most of them know these or not but if they need help or even when they are to shy to ask ill help them. the thing is sometimes i wonder wherether all this comes to anything. you get what you give what rite >:) what a greedy lil bird. well ill be waiting for the day when i get appreciated i guess heehehe maybe they will do a kiwi day or something haha. till that day come hell might as well continue doing what im doing now, no harm in that rite. till then ta~