busy or lazy

Look at the date since i last post up anything. Seems like i almost forgoten that i have a blog haha. Right now im chating, reading my notes and at the same time try to write something for this blog so that people wont think its dead. So far this week is more of the same stuff last week. Read notes, play game and sleep. My paper is tomorrow and somehow the "we still got alot of time" attitude does not pay off. HalfLife 2 came out just about the right time too, just when i was starting to get bored with my other game. I would say the facial for the game is superb, the right game at the wrong time. Yah besides that i got a good news from a good fren of mine, his finaly hook up with another person. Was really happy for him seeing that i know both of them. Really look like a perfect item haha. Anyway once my paper is done, gona have the 2nd LAN party for this academic year. Which means i dont really have time to write this blog. Thinks im gona be bz atleast for another week wasting away the day getting OD from to much gaming. Till then good luck to those people with AI tmr and happy holiday. Have a safe trip back :).

me and a bunch of frens in bukit bendara a few years ago 

Inspired

Its been almost a week since the buddist camp i attended. Still remmeber around this time last week i was doing tai-chee b4 moving on to meditation. Was really not a bad camp come to think of it. Somehow after the whole thing is over felt like something is different. Not spritually but my attitude towards people. Still dont know its a good thing or a bad thing. Wouldnt know until im match fit again. Most of the time this week i spend inside my room, no much human interaction as i use to have. The only interaction im getting is mr hoi behind me. Adrian will be most of the time out with wen zyn. Cant really follow them fool around cause im too sick :P need some good sleep.

Been trying to contact my new found friends but as always not that successful. Compare to last time, so far only manage to get on whole one felar. Well actually its more like he added me. Its been really one slow week for me here. Looking forward to this weekend match. Chelsea vs Bolton, Bolton has always somehow make life harder for Chelsea since they join in to the top division football. So its not really gona be a SURE win for chelsea if mr sam manage to hold on till 90 min. My guess they gona go in try to soak in the pressure and try to go on the counter attack. Ok i got some really great idea rite now hehehe inspired to do some art. Maybe il post it up later when im done. got to get back to work. ta~

down with the sickness

Got back from KL around Sunday evening. Took me sometime to recover from the tiredness. Try to imagine waking up at 5 everyday. Not really an enjoyable thing to do but its healthy. Well ill talk about the camp later cause im still sick. At first it was only stomach ache then follow by fever and then a hold lots of other stuff came in to join the fun. The med it self cost me RM 30 man 0_o. That it for now, just sign in to atleast put something on the blog :P Once im fully recover hopefuly i can start running around like my usual stuff. For now i need lots of rest.

road trip

Wont be writing for a few days atleast till sunday. Got a camp coming up tomorrow at KL one of those buddisht thingie. Hope get to see back some old faces. Anyway will be heading down kl later tonite maybe around 10. Trying to avoid the traffic since depavali is tomorrow. plus the we have to meet at the venue at 8 in the morning to early for me to wake up :P would like to write more but i got to go for dinner now. hemmm maybe ill write down little notez during to camp so i can post up later. till then happy depavali people. enjoy the weekend.

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Kind of spend my night at home trying to fix up the dinning table and chair. parent got it from ikea and my mum kind of ask me to fix it sigh child labour. anyway while i was fixing this an intresting thing happen. the reminder from my hp suddenly went off. as i recall, i didnt set a reminder for anything. my mum pass it to me and guess what i saw that i set. you guys knows how forgetful sometimes i can get so a year ago i decided to set a reminder to remind me that 3 more days from now is the day i got hook up with my ex. man talk about mix emotion.just when you were getting along fine with youre everyday life, and bam suddenly pop up some small tiny little problem that you prefer to be left alone at the back of youre head.

At least i finish fixing up the table and chair, mind you its alot of hard work. this hands are meant for writting and typing hhehee. so after some hard work i decided to reward myself with coffee. went over to coffee bean to grab a coffee b4 going back home. think i've been making to frequent trip to the bean. the manager seem recoginze me. well the stuff there are a bunch of friendly people and i dont think its because the money u pay ermmmm well mayyybe but i think its because those people are friendly people. hemmm dosent make sense. brain not really working now. heck my brain has not been working since 2 years ago.

Was heading back to my room when suddenly i decided to pay the good people in dahlia a visit. actually was thinking about askin them for a game in timmy house. One of my many plan to keep myself occupy with nonsense. Went in to thier room and i got introduce to a new game call Soldat from non other than mr devil himself. yes yes ended up staying there for an hour b4 moving to timmy house. Basicaly played naruto at timmy house till i got seriously stone b4 really going back home and here im still not asleep yet. must be the coffee. coffee or no coffee gona force myself to sleep. think i got a long day tmr. au revoir~

a week off

been almost like a week since i last posted. partly cause im too lazy to post and something wrong with my web browser cant seem to load the dashboard page. now that everything is back online, can start posting again. not really intresting happen this past week. let me see president bush won the election, chelsea got thru the knock out stage in champion league and i went and catch a movie yesterday nite. overall its another relaxing week. wonder how long im gona stay like this hehe already register for my next smester subject. only manage to get thursday free. somehow dont really look forward to december although i really like christmas. mix event to put it simple. well with the amount of games coming out for the next two month, guess i can keep myself bz. have to get back work, stil preparing the slides for my fyp presentation next monday. hate action script >_<

fard à joues de moulin

Was trying to get myself to sleep while listening to some of the slower song selection i have. the thing that trigger me is the song that was playing was one of my fav of all time. Ewan Mcgregor & Nicole Kidman - Come what May taken from Moulin Rouge OST which is also one of my fav movie. Hemmm actually its more like my mostest bestest fav movie. Watched it like ermm let me see atleast 3 times. Well if that is not alot for you it is for me especially when this movie is mostly people dancing around and singing.

What is so beautiful i find in this movie compare to others? hemmm maybe nicole kidman is sexy? i have to admit she is one hot red fox but its not her that is really making me addicted to the movie. Its the tale that is being told, the way it is written. A tale about 2 people one soon to be famous actress and the other a poor writer which eventualy both of them fell in love. The only part that is stoping them is the rich count (i think, very long time never watch d) which have other plan for nicole (dont even remember her character name hehe)

Ok basicaly the summary of the movie, dont want to go on with the story im pretty sure u guys have watch this b4. The regreat and pain a person feels when that person she/he really love have done so much only too late to be realise by the person. Kind of teach you to appreciate the people you love around you. Sometimes hate, jealousy can blind a person heart and make them do unwanted stuff. Learn this through the hard way. Its not until when you finaly sit down and think what happen that you realize that you can be so stupid. I not applying this to just relationship but to others stuff too, when youre angry, youre not rational (at least for me). The main point 'appreciate what you have, you never know when you will loose it' its only when a person lose something important that he/she will sit down and start to think about all the mistake he/she did. Trust me its not really a enjoyable thing. So maybe the next time you see someone really special to you why not give them a hug? maybe it might not mean alot for that person, might even freak them out but!!! it mean alot for yourself cause deep inside you know you really care.....