Random Thoughts

Alright you wouldnt imagine the ammount of time i submission accidentally close this blog while i was half way writting. Its so demotivating, ok im gona start all over again what i just type an hour ago. Looks like suang finaly put a piece of his mind into the blog. So deep, so much passion i dont even understand much what he wrote. Not an insult just that im just to plain simple haha. So it week 12 already of our semster, im beginning to feel like its holiday already. When the sem first started i was hoping it would end soon. Looks like my wish really came thru but it only took me so long to realise that what i really wanted was this sem to never end. Well im gona move out of my room after 2 years. Not really cause of the industrial training, just that i notice that people around me are more or less gone. No more reason for me to stay around anymore. In short no more people for me to fool around with anymore. Gona miss ahoi sleep talk, wei long singing even the fungas infected toilet. Sigh, well i never took for granted all this stuff, been enjoying every single moment of it. Dont you guys have a moment in time when u just wish this will never end. I had lots of it when i was inside this room. But i dont think its the room itself that doing the trick. Throw a guy in a room alone and lock him in its more like a prison. Throw a few crazy guys in a room, a voila there u have it. Read a very interesting article in times a few weeks ago. Its called Happiness or something like that, as i was saying the article talk about this how human tend to be more happy and stuff. What they found out was human tend to be more happy when they are close to their frens and family. Even took the 5 simple question test to measure my happiness. Turn out that i got second highest score. Now dont look at me and said yah yah cause u got a car, a cool computer and stuff. I tell u i rather trade away my computer and my stuff to get good company if i have too. Which bring me to another question, i have no idea why some people think that they will only be happy if thier involve in a relationship. Have it even struck thier mind that even if they have one it gona generate more problem. Not like i some mr anti love guy just that they cant even the people around them or even themself. If they cant do that why bother. ohhhh yes yes let me check i still have that happiness article with me cause there is one sentence i would like to share with u guys. There we go "Inability to forgive is associated with persistent rumination or dwelling on revenge, while forgiving bolsters postivie feelings about your past and gives you peace of mind" I tell u i have meet some of the worst people at forgiving. Not to point fingers here but i know we all are bad at this bad man i tell you. ie: when he/she said i forgive u the next moment he/she bring out the topic again. Well for me after a few major event in my university life (actually is more like major mistake) took me a few knock to get that in my head. Dont know how i manage to write all this thing just happen to pop up in my head. Free writting hehe. Yeah i just found out my ex have a blog of her own. Before i go any futher whatever i write is what i think honestly and its not because if hate her. Its very tempting to click on the link to see what on her mind. Sigh from all the story i hear from people around me seems like she will never get out of the cycle. The worst case even people she trust is talking behind her back. A BIG SIGH. Ignorace is bliss, i think all this gossip monger take pleasure on seeing other people pain. What a bunch of bastard.

Ok need to stop from current topic. If i continue i dont think ill wont get any sleep. So my bro just got his SPM result. Guess what, hemmm wait wait i think if u guys want to know come ask me. It not like i dont want to tell or shy or anything like that just that i think its not really a good idea to post his result out to public. Got a few fren where thier bro and sister are taking SPM too. When i ask the result, some gave me stright away while other just drag around. I guess its one of those think where you see youre auntie during the holiday and they will start comparing thier son or daughter result. The kiasuness in some people. Hemmmm its almost 5 in the morning i guess i go read on a certain blog that i have not visited for a long time before i go to sleep. Crap bad kiwi forgot the blog name :( VON!!! need link pls T_T for now guess its good night then. bye~