The feeling of belonging

Been a normal week so far. Mid term gona start next week and im gona stop working at coffee bean this week. Either its gona be long term or going back there after my smester i seriously have no idea. But one thing for sure, gona miss working there. The people there have been a superb bunch, all i could take from all this is the good memories and plus the experience. I remember a white guy actualy said "fuck you" to me when i gave him a single shot americano. He was complaining it wasnt thick enough for him. Hemmm not mistaken i use the same title for one of my previous post some time ago. Somehow i always fine myself getting attach to a certain place pretty fast, dont know thats a good thing or a bad thing. But in away everytime i punch in for work, never take a single moment of the time for granted. Dont know where im going with this.. but its been great working there :) Hopefuly the company im gona work with in the near future will be just as good as this. Gona end my post here. You guys have a fun weekend, ta~

Power to the people

Finaly the reign of choas is over, the endless night of high blood pressure, intense clicking of the mouse while shouting your lungs out at the monitor is long gone. If you guys wondering what im talking about, its something call people quitting dota. More like all my dota kaki just decided to quit dota. My comment on that? hemmmm no idea.... one day i see them laughing out loud while playing the next day i see them deleting thier warcraf3 folder. Like what adrian just told me...majority rulez. For me? im just gona turn it on and play whenever i feel like it, since most of the old kaki are gone, i guess ill play less. Not like im playing alot these days, now even lesser i suppose. Yup im sort of like semi quiting coffee bean end of this month. Mid terms are coming up with stack of projects to hand in. Cant really balance my time or more like too lazy to continue to work, play and study at the same time. Will be sending up my resume to HQ later when i grad. Try my luck on the IT department there. Hopefuly everything goes smooth there and ill be in KL working on June? maybe.. Anyway i was tryin to figure out what am i gona do with all the free time i have all of a sudden. Its like virtualy no more dota games, no more work... besides studying which i dont really enjoy i dont think i have that much stuff to do anymore. Not really a big fan of ANIME, or series.... games these days are abit crappy..... maybe it is time for me to get a girlfriend LOL. Im serious... in a lazy way haha. Alright lets just push that topic aside, i finaly found out that among the gang that i usually hang out with dont really have a topic to talk about beside "dota" which they have been talking and debating ever since they started playing. Dont get me wrong, i do enjoy the laughter and insult they throw at each other while talking about the game over a cup of "teh tarik"... Just that its been pretty quite at the table recently with most of the half stoner looking at your with thier "just smoke weed dont give a damn" look. Gets pretty boring after a few min looking at other people at the other table laughing..... Been doing my best by cracking up some perverted joke to get the crowd going at least for now it seems like im the only one doing all the talking. Will see how things goes, not like we gona be seeing each other that much anymore in the near future. Somehow it feels abit wasted for me, if you know what i mean. In the other side of my life, i think im gona really miss working at the bean. Finaly got use to everyone there, even down to the lesbian manager ive been complaining about. Its like a totaly fresh perspective on how this people manage and handle thier life compare to the people i already know. When you look at two different people and compare them one a student who cant get a project done and a assistant manager who barely have enough to pay out his car loan. The student will of course finish the project in time and then complain over exhausted while the assistant manager work twice as hard with a smile on his face. Sort of like, makes you think how screw up people around you can be at times.... not to say im a perfect mama boy. I do have my bad qualities.... in the end its way better not to be to ciritcal on the person. The student im talking about yeah someone i know but its just a small example, no bad inttention. I can give plenty more metaphor....."Guy no girlfriend feels seriously depress, wat about those children starving in africa" All i could do, take what u think is good and learn from it. Im only 23 long more way to learn... One of the things that i never like was changes happening around me, for now i think i need to learn how to deal with it. Enough about me babbling non stop here. For those who are reading these, take care and have a pleasant weekend ahead. Thing gona look abit more thougher for me from now on (whine mode) ta~

The Weekend~

Another week just goes by.... pretty ok weekend i suppose. With all the BBQ thingie going on. Didnt really have time to catch up with my sis when she was back here with all the work and that BBQ. Got to work early today, the lady manager grandma is in the hospital so she took leaves for i guess a few days. Hopefuly the grandma get well soon, seen her in person b4...looks pretty old. The other one that fill up for her got screw by his gf. He told me some old guy came to his gf house and ask for her hand. You know the whole marriage stuff. So he feels pretty screw right now. Its like my manager is at the back of the kitchen feeling all sorry for himself and me and another new staff need to handle the outlet. Pity that poor guy anyway, he work so hard to get the money so that one day he could married her. Guess some people value money more than anything else. All i could do is just talk to him.... dont think i help much...but someone need to take care of the shop. Think of it these way, if it doesnt happen now, might happen next time when it much more deeper. Har anyway i've been addicted to this song "We could be in love" by Lea Salonga a filipino featuring brad kane. Its a pretty old song, have no idea why ive been listning to all those mix fm style love song. Guess im sick of too much jazz or loud music. Hemmm seeing other people down really sucks lol. Alright ill head to bed right now. Much needed rest. B4 going just like to say Kudos to those who organize the BBQ. Was a good one. Till the next time, ta guys.

A lesson to be learn....

Friends photo taken somewhere last week for sigma....more or less you can see from the picture who i hang out most of the time. A bunch of smart, anoying, idiotic, fun, caring friends. Well people are not perfect anyway. Its been pretty fun these pass few years for me. Hopefuly the only thing that will end here is the stuying part and not the friendship that was build thru out the uni days. Gonna have another BBQ this weekend, sort of a final thing since we're been doing it for awhile now. O'faitful BBQ pit can take another round :) These people really been squeezing the max out of that pit. Im actually suppose to be asleep right now since i have a class at 9 later in the morning. Yup you guess it, gonna skip it. Not to say i spend most of my time here doing nothing unproductive. Manage to finish up 3 week worth of lab for AA that we're suppose to pass up next week. Guess its the guilty conscience that makes me open up the notes that the lec gona cover later. Final year.. so even if i dont go class still need to know what the lec is going to cover. Anyway im down with another fever today. This is the final time im gona take an ice lattee on a very hot day. This is the 2nd time the same thing happen to me. So happen its the same guy who made the lattee for me too.... he added an extra shot for me. Well his just trying to be nice... think i seriously need to cut down on the coffee. Just the other weekend i had like a glass of ice coffee, mocha IB and ice lattee in a row. Went shoot up to my brain right after the last drink... was working at that time and we were bz so didnt have much time to think what i drank...lol. So this pass few day, even with the time off from coffee bean and class ive been having this feeling of "exam is near" stuck in my head. Actually got me doing some work which is good but at the same time got me sick too. Think maybe im going thru on of those depression period lol... its been awhile since i feel colorless. Yup that the word to use. A few old friend start to chat back with me. Somehow those people brings back memories, not only good but also bad and some have nothing to do with them at all. Its kind of a association thing in my mind. If i happen to be close to you during that time anything that happen to me during that time will be related to you in some way even if it has nothing to do with you. Hemmm can say its abit screw up but thats how my brain works, cant really stop it lol. Right nothing serious with me :) just that i see alot of people screwing up around me and some of those people i actually care about. Well another day, another brand new start. Need to shake off this fever right now or not i cant make it in time for this weekend BBQ. Not to mention i start working on friday. So which only means one thing, im going off to bed now. (>'.')><('.'<) *hug* (On any other day i will thing this as a very whuss thing to do :P) come on people give kiwi some love..lol. You guys take care, kiwi signing off.