A lesson to be learn....

Friends photo taken somewhere last week for sigma....more or less you can see from the picture who i hang out most of the time. A bunch of smart, anoying, idiotic, fun, caring friends. Well people are not perfect anyway. Its been pretty fun these pass few years for me. Hopefuly the only thing that will end here is the stuying part and not the friendship that was build thru out the uni days. Gonna have another BBQ this weekend, sort of a final thing since we're been doing it for awhile now. O'faitful BBQ pit can take another round :) These people really been squeezing the max out of that pit. Im actually suppose to be asleep right now since i have a class at 9 later in the morning. Yup you guess it, gonna skip it. Not to say i spend most of my time here doing nothing unproductive. Manage to finish up 3 week worth of lab for AA that we're suppose to pass up next week. Guess its the guilty conscience that makes me open up the notes that the lec gona cover later. Final year.. so even if i dont go class still need to know what the lec is going to cover. Anyway im down with another fever today. This is the final time im gona take an ice lattee on a very hot day. This is the 2nd time the same thing happen to me. So happen its the same guy who made the lattee for me too.... he added an extra shot for me. Well his just trying to be nice... think i seriously need to cut down on the coffee. Just the other weekend i had like a glass of ice coffee, mocha IB and ice lattee in a row. Went shoot up to my brain right after the last drink... was working at that time and we were bz so didnt have much time to think what i drank...lol. So this pass few day, even with the time off from coffee bean and class ive been having this feeling of "exam is near" stuck in my head. Actually got me doing some work which is good but at the same time got me sick too. Think maybe im going thru on of those depression period lol... its been awhile since i feel colorless. Yup that the word to use. A few old friend start to chat back with me. Somehow those people brings back memories, not only good but also bad and some have nothing to do with them at all. Its kind of a association thing in my mind. If i happen to be close to you during that time anything that happen to me during that time will be related to you in some way even if it has nothing to do with you. Hemmm can say its abit screw up but thats how my brain works, cant really stop it lol. Right nothing serious with me :) just that i see alot of people screwing up around me and some of those people i actually care about. Well another day, another brand new start. Need to shake off this fever right now or not i cant make it in time for this weekend BBQ. Not to mention i start working on friday. So which only means one thing, im going off to bed now. (>'.')><('.'<) *hug* (On any other day i will thing this as a very whuss thing to do :P) come on people give kiwi some love..lol. You guys take care, kiwi signing off.