Crossroad

Imagine your life is like a highway, every decision you made will either bring u to the place you want to go or a dead end. Somehow this time working is for real. No more 4 month training, pass or fail. Its wierd when i look at it, when i was studying i was dying to come out to work. Now that im got a job already i not really looking forward to it. Never ending rat race with only the weekend to look forward too. My work place for now looks like only feel with old guys that wont really click. Hopefuly things will look much more different once i really start working there. Been awhile since i have this ermmm uncertain feeling inside my tummy. Its either i had coffee just now and i cant sleep so i decided to write up some crap or its because im just plain scare... ok maybe not scare but worried whats gona happen. When i went for an interview at marcus evans the marketing directed actualy ask me how do i cope with changes. I think i told him i cope pretty well with changes. More of a lie haha like most of us i think i need time to adapt. Having people im familiar with around me might help. Like coming home to see my mum or having a fren working at the same place. So far both of this not gona happen. Parents wont follow me down this weekend. I guess as a guy i have to be more "Marcho" suck it up and take it as it is. Im pretty suprise how some of my fren manage to do that. As in surviving alone like going out dinner alone, those kind of stuff. For me if i dont have anyone to follow me out for dinner i rather go for take away or just cook something up at home. Guess all this will sort out as time goes by. For now i think i couldnt ask for more, got a car to get to work, got a place to stay with everything provided. My dad told me when he first started out he took a train to singapore with only 50 bucks in his wallet. Not taking anything for granted here hahaha. Thank god i manage to save up some money while worknig at coffee bean. Looks like the new hand phone plan got to wait. Need to plan finacialy so that i dont overspend. Its 4 in the morning now and the coffee just kick in. Never take coffee if u plan to drive the next day. Brain is dead but your eye just wont shut. Gona be like crap later. Well ill see u guys in KL soon. So long melaka! if i stay any longer here ill be so lazy to even think of working in KL. Its been a wonderful 13+ years here but i guess everyone need "grow up" sooner or later. Might as well be now hehe. Okay time for me to try to get some shut eye. Au revoir.

Bla Bla Bla

First of all, i would like to congrat myself for posting 80 post since a year back. Never really thought i would write that much. Maybe a 20 years from now ill look back at all this crap i manage to post up and have a laugh. Anyway been to Kl last weekend. Manage to meet up with some of the old people and we had quite a pleasent dinner. The one thing that still haunt us even though we are all grown up is that we couldnt decide where to eat. Think of it this way, youre working at this multinational company. This gai lo boss or yours come up to you and ask "So where shall we have lunch today?" The people im stuck with: "Anything lah boss" .... sums it up. I wonder is this because they are plain lazy to think or they are afraid people might not like thier choice. How bout me then? why not i make a choice? Im too tired to do it anymore, or maybe i gotten the anything disease. So while we were having dinner, somehow an interesting topic pop out again just like any other time while we get together. That will be "work". Yes im doing fine. My job is great i have all this great perks. Yeah you know my company actualy gave me this laptop BLA BLA BLA..... Okay maybe im jealous, who knows but ive been listening to that for quite sometime now. Maybe there is nothing else to talk about beside that anymore.... Hopefuly things will change. Any how, today i think i actualy piss off a lady who called me for a job interview. I applied for sales database admin in Marcus Evans and they actually call me back. While im not mistaken the job description was more of an IT job but she told me it wasnt. When i ask her more about the job she got piss off thinking i dont like to do sales. Kind of get the impression by the tone in her voice. I dont think it wrong for someone to know what thier actual job is. Either way i think i screw the phone interview. Somehow being honest and friendly in Malaysia wont get you far in interviews. Time to put on your bullsiat cap and start chattering away. Got another job interview coming this wednesday, this time face to face. Sad to say its not the job im looking for but hey a man got to do what his go to do. Ill try to get some shut eye for now. And for those who is reading this, well i see you guys around.......