Crossroad

Imagine your life is like a highway, every decision you made will either bring u to the place you want to go or a dead end. Somehow this time working is for real. No more 4 month training, pass or fail. Its wierd when i look at it, when i was studying i was dying to come out to work. Now that im got a job already i not really looking forward to it. Never ending rat race with only the weekend to look forward too. My work place for now looks like only feel with old guys that wont really click. Hopefuly things will look much more different once i really start working there. Been awhile since i have this ermmm uncertain feeling inside my tummy. Its either i had coffee just now and i cant sleep so i decided to write up some crap or its because im just plain scare... ok maybe not scare but worried whats gona happen. When i went for an interview at marcus evans the marketing directed actualy ask me how do i cope with changes. I think i told him i cope pretty well with changes. More of a lie haha like most of us i think i need time to adapt. Having people im familiar with around me might help. Like coming home to see my mum or having a fren working at the same place. So far both of this not gona happen. Parents wont follow me down this weekend. I guess as a guy i have to be more "Marcho" suck it up and take it as it is. Im pretty suprise how some of my fren manage to do that. As in surviving alone like going out dinner alone, those kind of stuff. For me if i dont have anyone to follow me out for dinner i rather go for take away or just cook something up at home. Guess all this will sort out as time goes by. For now i think i couldnt ask for more, got a car to get to work, got a place to stay with everything provided. My dad told me when he first started out he took a train to singapore with only 50 bucks in his wallet. Not taking anything for granted here hahaha. Thank god i manage to save up some money while worknig at coffee bean. Looks like the new hand phone plan got to wait. Need to plan finacialy so that i dont overspend. Its 4 in the morning now and the coffee just kick in. Never take coffee if u plan to drive the next day. Brain is dead but your eye just wont shut. Gona be like crap later. Well ill see u guys in KL soon. So long melaka! if i stay any longer here ill be so lazy to even think of working in KL. Its been a wonderful 13+ years here but i guess everyone need "grow up" sooner or later. Might as well be now hehe. Okay time for me to try to get some shut eye. Au revoir.