Super Massive BlackHole

Its MONDAY!!! One thing u can count on is there will be superbly alot of emotionaly distress people around you be it work or non work related. Kind of drag u down too once u see everyone acting abit strange. Not that i dont have my own problem at hand, this week im gona be supporting our customer solo for thursday and friday. What happen to t2? 2 our the member is going for training while i thought orignaly only 1 was going. Not to point finger to anyone but i guess its my own fault not submitting an email to the Project manager for a seat. Trust me it does not feel good at all doing all the bullshit work while not being notice by anyone. Wonder how im gona get thru this, but like it or not im being paid to do my job. All i could take from this is all this pile of work will only make me stronger if not tired. Well the whinning ends here, a busy week to look ahead too.

Hope...fully

After the battle is over and the dust is seattle, finaly our team has been apointed a new head. I have to say this tug of war has been really affecting t2 productivity level. Just yesterday, one of our boss needed help to do QA for a software. I was pull out to help out, the problem is once im done with it i still got a big mess to clean up. Resources is so thin. Well on the bright side, at least it shows that the management does care on about thier worker. To be able to hold a meeting T2 Band8 executive level with Management3 division head. No point one day this guy telling you your under him the next thing another guy come in and say the other way. Anyhow it will be a interesting few month both on self development and t2 itself. Well just got back from a meeting, burnout. More to come, till then laterz guys.

Panic! at work

Yeah i know it sounds abit cheesy the title and all but they, somehow internal politics has always never done any good to the team beside lowering down productivity. Well the screw up part is i was drag into a meeting moment before i turn off my laptop to head home resulting in me missing my dinner and causing a bad gastric while im writting this. Momments like this you wish your mum is around~ not taken for granted there. Yeah and this sour sensation u get behind your tongue....unpleasant *shake head*.

Well like it or not i guess things wont always go your way. The only good thing that came out of all this is the way you see people. Particaly those up ontop of you. It gives you a roughtly idea on how things are being handle and a chance to see how to deal with them as in either to put all your hope and what they promise and so on. You can call me a negative guy but its always better not to put all your hope into a single person. Atleast anything shitty happen you can space to fall back. Anyway im gona puke on my razor keyboard. So i guess ill sign off now to lie down. Adios people.

Whats wrong?

Just the other day i was having a light conversation with a friend online before the topic of "guy like slim girls" pop up. Yeah i actualy in a way said it since i think its true in general. So before i could go on to my next reply, i receive a very negative reaction from her. Yes, its a her and shes abit chubby. She was telling me that this only shows that guys are shallow. Well no matter how i tried to put it that i my statement did not intent to target anyone in general, somehow i think she felt abit of hurt. Well anyway i admit that most guys are shallow and after hearing that from me i guess she is content.

After the conversation was over i was trying to sleep when i started thinking. Why in the first place guys are more attracted to skinny/slim girls at the first place.The Greek use to think that plum woman are more furtile compare to skinny ones. If you said its hardwire to my brain that my cave man instinct want me to have a skinny wife thats praticaly bullocks. Why the hell would a caveman want a skinny woman to carry his children, damn the kid gona be as skinny as the mum....well we are talking about caveman thinking here. There why skinny not plum?

Moving along, after years of of exposure of blood, sex and voilence thru the media.. i think our caveman instinct somehow have been surpress or maybe wipe out to think that well not skinny but when it comes to being attractive, woman should not be fat. Keyword here is society and it has male as do female as very large part to play in shaping the way society thinks. Im not trying to point finger here or being a sexiest, but im just wondering why will the guy always get the blame when they think that girls who are fat are not that hot. Im just saying that as a whole, maybe not you or me but generaly people will try to follow the society thier in. Girls will try to be skinny and guys love it. Simple poster and billboard on the street wont lie. Just look at the models.

That is why when im outside some shopping mall, when i see a guy holding a fat girl hand salute from me....cause i know deep down that no matter how i convince myself i couldnt do it. Yup you can call me a male pig but atleast i admit im one. But thats the many years of tv brainwashing me talking. I guess when a certain fat girl wooble along her way with a super sexy brain who actualy show more maturity level than any skinny girl then maybe my caveman instict will kick in. Again ill stress that im saying in general and does not apply too all girls. Besides if you think that im wrong and you happen to be skinny, try putting on a few pound and see what happen. Crap boss out from meeting.. gtg later guys and girls.

Bad Luck?

Seems like this bad luck streak is been hitting me ever since after chinese new year. Its like no matter what you do, those little things seems to always pop out spoiling your day. Well its not the first time this kind of stuff happen to me before, all i could do is take it slowly one at a time. Dont really want to go into detail whats screwing up my life up, dead bored of it.

As you can see here, the new cat in my house just gave birth to 3 healthy kitten. This time around this 3 kitten are fatter and sleep alot more then the previous one. Give them a few month and this little kitties will start running around the house clawing anything they see >_< I wonder, given a chance will it be much better being like this little kitten eat sleep and repeat or go thru my normaly daily life which include daily jam back and forth to the work place, the inability of your company to function properly and not to mention pain in the ass 'kiasu' customer. Hemm will never know... simple,uncomplicated, cool sure sound tempting.

Sides that no more major holiday to look forward too atleast for another month. Its like you being lost in sea and the only sign of light is that one day where you can spend it anyway u like. So lets hope that this bad luck streak will break in this coming month... gonna sign off for now my stomach department is having a riot either that or im pregnant LoL. Au revoir~