100th

No matter how long i have been writting it seems like starting a post its always the hardest part for me. I have no idea why, the brain is always loaded with idea but once my hand touch the keyboard, homer simpson just kicks in. Well this post is gona be number 100 since oct 2004.

Its been almost 2years plus since i started blogging and i think still nothing much has change since then, in term of this blog i mean. A place for me to dump most of my problem away, not really healthy if u keep it inside all the time.

Just the other day one of my fren pop me a question that i never have thought of it myself. She was asking me if i treat everyone so nice how would i treat the person i like. A very hard question indeed. I guess maybe all this years my frens are either guys or gals that are already attach. So do need to feel shy or funny when u try to help the person. But if you guys look at it the other way round, why would u only treat the person nice if you like her or him. Does that means once you found out that the person is not interested at you then u stop treating them good?

Its pretty sad to think that a person only do something when they have some hidden agenda. I know the world is cruel bla bla bla, but its suprising some people actualy think i want something when i help another person. So the conclusion is as long as i know what my intention is thats all it matters. A new month to look forward too, baby step for this month. Catch up with u guys soon, need to catch some sleep.